I was born in the Philippines in a small province called Tondo outside of Manila. My parents left me there when I was baby and moved to America to find work. I was raised by my aunt and uncle until about the age of 6. My memories of that time are happy but a bit murky and fragmented. My work explores the concept of memory. The surfaces, textures and materials I use create the illusion of an old wall that is distressed and weathered. These old walls suggests history or a passing of time. The faded color fields in my paintings are reminiscent of the colors that I recall from my early childhood back in the Philippines. They are saturated with history and evokes a kind of sadness that a person might have when revisiting a childhood home. This nostalgic feeling creates a moment of vulnerablity and recalls a simpler more innocent time. A closer inspection of the work reveals several small figures subtly scrawled or scratched onto the surface. They blend into the cracks and imperfections and are almost camoflaged. The figures or fragments of figures are self-portraits depicting different periods in my early childhood. They appear as though they are trapped in one dimensional space, frozen beneath the multiple layers of paint. Usually they are engaged in banal activities like playing, eating or sleeping; mundane acts long forgotten yet occupy a place in my memory waiting to be remembered. The "Brick Boy" is another recurring motif in my work. He represents isolation. While the distressed wall surfaces in my work invite the viewer to look in, the "Brick Boy" is impenetrable, what lies beyond the brick is unknown or irretrievable. |
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